"I, The Worst of All" A film review by Linda Lopez McAlister on "The Women's Show" WMNF-FM (88.5), Tampa, FL October 7, 1995 The Pride Film Festival is entering its final weekend today at the Tampa Theater and, due to my travel schedule since the middle of September and an unexpected two-day delay in the Frankfurt Airport last week, I have been able to review only one film from the entire Festival so far, despite the fact that the organizers were kind enough to make a number of preview tapes available to me. So I definitely want to talk about a film from the Festival today, One very worth your attention is Maria Luisa Bemberg's 1990 film biography of the celebrated 17th C. Mexican nun, Sor Juana Ines de la Cruz entitled "I, The Worst of All." (I'm sorry to have to report that Bemberg, Argentina's leading feminist filmmaker, passed away earlier this year), I saw this picture for before, about four years ago while I was visitng Cuba, and while it's true that at that performance the one brief kiss exchanged between Sor Juana (Assumpta Serna)and the Vicereine (Dominique Sanda) evoked shocked reactions from some members of the Havana audience, the fact that this film, now with subtitles, is showing up all over the country in gay film festivals is a bit surprising to me. While Sor Juana and the Vicereine undoubtedly were in love with one another and Sor Juana wrote adoring love poetry to her and wore her picture around her neck, we do not know if they were ever lovers in a physical sense (the film implies they were not). So, with the memory of the rude treatment that the lust-loving Pride Film Festival audience gave last year to "Salmonberries" when it didn't provide the kind of hot sex scenes they were looking for, I rather fear for the receiption Sor Juana's going to get when the film is screened this afternoon at 2:30. But those who are interested in the whole life, not just the sex life, of one of the most remarkable female feminist poets and philosophers who ever lived and those who take an interest in filmmaking and the work of outstanding women directors, "I, The Worst of All" has much to offer. Based on Mexican Nobel Prize- winning author Octavio Paz's book Traps of Faith, the film makes use of flashbacks within a somewhat complicated plot structure to present the details of Sor Juana's life from her apparently illigitemate birth in 1648 to her death from the plague in 1695. Much of the dialogue that Sor Juana speaks in the film is taken directly from her writings which include not only poetry, but letters, plays, and philosophical and theological writings as well. What emerges is the picture of a young girl who taught herself to read at three and who, from an early age, was determined to do all that she could possibly do to lead a life in pursuit of knowledge. Her childhood solution was that she would dress up as a man and attend the university when she grew up. When her mother sent her to live with rich uncles in Mexico City she had the opportunity to gain prodigious knowledge and was even subjected to a public examination conducted by the leading scholars of her day--in which she fielded all the questions put to her. As a young lady-in-waiting in the Viceroy's court, she was pressured to participate in social life and to receivethe attentions of courtiers, which distracted her from her passion for learning. Since she was adamant that she would not marry and have children, and since a career as an academic was closed to her, she entered the convent, convinced by her confessor that there would be no incompatibility between religious life and her insatiable passion for knowledge and writing. And indeed, there was none, at first. Her fame as a writer and scholar grew and extended to Spain and beyond. She held what amounted to a literary and scholarly salon in her convent rooms where she kept the largest library in the New World and the latest in scientific instruments, gifts from her admirers.. But Sor Juana was caught up in the power struggles between Mexico's the secular rulers, the Viceroys sent from Spain to be the secular rulers of Mexico, and the ecclesiastical ruler the Archbishop during the age of the Inquisition. When the new Viceroy and his wife "adopt" Sor Juana and protect her, the fanatically misogynistic new Archbishop pursues his agenda of reforming the convents and of breaking Sor Juana's spirit, forcing her, in the end, to renounce all that she held dear and to declare, in blood, that she was "the worst of all." Bebmerg's filming of all this is utterly appropriate to the material. There is a kind of rigid, static quality to many of the shots that seems to mirror the stark rigidity of the society, but it is punctuated with unsettling outbursts of irrationality and excess. "I, The Worst of All" compels attention and serves as a fitting monument to the first woman philosopher of the New World. (By the way, I have just finshed editing a book about women in the history of philosophy tht will be out next year. It's called HYPATIA'S DAUGHTERS; 1,500 YEARS OF WOMEN PHILOSOPHERS and it contains a nice article by Don Beggs of Mills College called "Sor Juana's Feminism.") For the WMNF Women's Show this has been Linda Lopez McAlister on Women and Film. Copyright 1995 by Linda Lopez McAlister. All rights reserved. Please do not reprint this review without the permission of the author.